What Is BPD?

Greetings my interweb friends, I hope you’re all having an exciting week. I’ve spent a lot of time on this blog talking about living with BPD and other mental health diagnosis, but I don’t believe I’ve spent a post breaking down what BPD actually is. Not recently anyway. Since May is Borderline Personality Disorder Awareness […]

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Changes

Greeting my friends of the internet, Happy May! Long time, no talk. Maybe you’re wondering why I haven’t posted in almost two weeks or maybe this is your first time to my blog. Either way you’re going to get an explanation. First, I’d like to acknowledge that May is Mental Health and Borderline Personality Disorder […]

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Mental Illness isn’t a bad term

Hi friends, I hope you’re taking care of yourself and doing your best. Todays a weird day for me, but I really want to talk about why, because I think it’s important for more than just me. I’ll go ahead and give a TW, the warning being I am going to mention a suicide attempt. […]

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Ahimsa and Asteya in the brain

Greetings you beautiful souls, I hope everyone is enjoying their day (or night). It’s no surprise if you’ve been reading my posts that my mental health has declined a bit in the past few months. I’ve been ranting and raving about it on here and on instagram in hopes to get all the bad out […]

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Where do you go?

Where do you go when your mind goes dark? When your heart sinks into your stomach and your skin tingles of betrayl. When trust slips through your fingers and paranoia kicks in. When your thoughts turn and turn unill they spin into demons. When you stat dissasociating and your soul leaves your body traveling to […]

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Emotional Manipulation and bpd

Welcome humans of the internet, It’s your girl here, back with some more insightful venting. I’ve been trying to reconcile with my brain through yoga over the past year. Not just through the physical practice, but reading the books and sitting in meditation. Not just trying to fix my brain, but trying to figure out […]

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Human connection

If there is one thing, I’ve learned in my almost 26 years of life it’s that a breakup with a friend or family member can hurt just as bad as a breakup with a partner. Those connections are placed on our heart just as importantly and those lost connects are hard on your heart, regardless […]

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Flipping the mood

Greetings friends, I’ve had a hard time finding motivation today. I know a part of it is universal, we’re all feeling a little stuck in our feelings lately I think. I feel for people like me, days like that are just a little more challenging than the norm. I keep contemplating what all these heavy […]

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Journey to Authentic Self

I was flipping through the Upanishads earlier when I came across the discussion/story of the two different self’s. The ego self and the Self (capital S self/authentic self). One of the highlights from my skimming is the “ego gropes in darkness, while the Self lives in light” and obviously there’s a lot more in the […]

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thoughts and things on mental illness

Hi friends and welcome back to another mental breakdown with yours truly. I say that half joking/half serious, with no real reason to cause concern. With the bipolar, borderline, and trauma in my brain, having mental breakdowns are not an unfamiliar state of mind for me. It doesn’t mean I enjoy them or seek them […]

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