Where do you go?

Where do you go when your mind goes dark? When your heart sinks into your stomach and your skin tingles of betrayl. When trust slips through your fingers and paranoia kicks in. When your thoughts turn and turn unill they spin into demons. When you stat dissasociating and your soul leaves your body traveling to […]

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Twisted up feelings

My emotions will be the death of me, I’m certain.  I feel everything in extremes.  Some say it’s a gift, but some days it feels like a curse.  I can spend months trying to describe it to the ones I love.  Or years trying to gain the same respect as someone who feels a little […]

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Maybe

maybe I spend too much money on weed maybe self sabotage is second nature to me maybe I do get jealous maybe I do act out for attention maybe I am too impulsive does that really make me so bad? I’d like to think it doesn’t I’d like to think different maybe it’s the shadow […]

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I Matter

I matter. I know it sounds silly but I want to scream it at the top of my lungs. I matter. Maybe it’s a cry for help, attention seeking. Maybe it’s the reminder to myself that I’m worth more than what the little voice in my head tells me when it’s late and I’m alone. […]

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